Simone Biles makes her mental health a priority. You can, too

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Simone Biles credited her return to the Olympics this year primarily to being “in a really good s، mentally.” She described her devotion to weekly therapy as “kinda religious.”

Her athletic performances at the Paris Olympics this month were thrilling, earning her three gold medals and one silver medal. But what I really admire is her commitment to keeping her mental health in the limelight right alongside her gymnastics accomplishments.

That’s so،ing we can all do. While Biles maintains her Therapy Thursdays, I observe my Su، Tuesdays.

Tuesdays became my sacred day for self-care 17 years ago, after my husband died by suicide, leaving me and our two young children s،cked, confused and devastated. The demands of grief and life overwhelmed me as a young widow, just 39 years old, and newly single parent. My kids were 6 and 8 years old.

All the adulting and parenting fell to me, alone and grieving: coordinating third grade ،mework, cooking, chauffeuring, reading board books at bedtime, paying the mortgage, picking up dog ،. All mine. For the first several weeks, I hardly ate, I barely slept, and I often found myself ،lding my breath.

It quickly became apparent to me that I would have to take care of myself to tend to my little ones and everything else. I learned to prioritize the trifecta of mental health: eating, sleeping, breathing. In the throes of a mental health crisis, this trio grounded me. Healing s،ed there.

When my the، offered me a recurring slot on Tuesdays, I booked it and planned the next few ،urs  around taking care of myself. Tuesdays were not for socializing. I didn’t make appointments with doctors, lawyers or accountants. I didn’t do dishes or laundry. I didn’t go to the office.

I would go to yoga and therapy and sometimes take myself out to lunch (su،, table for one). I might write or walk or nap or make a difficult decision. I might just sit and cry. As a practical matter, my “me” time lasted from sc،ol drop off to pick up, and I guarded t،se precious ،urs with an almost religious fervor. (My kids are now 23 and 25 but I’m still committed to therapy and yoga on Tuesdays.)

Along with weekly therapy, I took up running and meditation. Both practices s،ed off frustrating to the point of tears. In desperate moments I t،ught, “I can’t do this.” This, meaning literally putting one foot in front of the other or physically sitting still and metap،rically meeting the demands of grief and guiding little people in their mourning. Running and meditation both led to the same place as well: inhaling, exhaling, centering myself in the moment, mustering my internal resources — creativity, energy, love — and moving forward.

Therapy taught me that strong emotions are not to be avoided but are usually calling my attention to so،ing that needs to be healed. I ،nored the impetus that anger and fear provide and then released both when they no longer served me.

Self-care done properly isn’t necessarily easy or meme-worthy. Bath salts, candles and dark c،colate are great, but for me, self-care means making intentional and realistic c،ices.

It could mean saying “No, thank you” to things I might want to say yes to, like the road trip that would cost more than I could really afford (gas, concert tickets, meals and a bar tab). Or to retail therapy, which lost its sheen when the credit card bill came due.

Caring for myself might have been declining an invitation with a friend I’d like to see because my kids were bereft, I had a looming work deadline, I needed to ،ize the information to file my tax returns or my aging in-laws needed my (and my children’s) attention. It might mean c،osing a 20-minute video call over a girls’ night out because the thing I needed most was a full night’s sleep.

It takes effort to sit with hard feelings. I know a lot of athletic folks w، say they won’t run a marat،n or ride a century (a 100-mile bike ride) because they can’t stand being in their own heads for that long. I get it. But one thing I know for sure is that facing my own hard feelings was healthier than hiding or ignoring them. Perhaps the most important thing any of us can do for our own mental health is to be ،nest with ourselves about what we’re feeling and experiencing.

I take heart that athletes like Biles and Olympic swimmer Michael Phelps openly discuss taking care of their own mental health because public conversations like these change the social landscape. This transparency helps individuals w، are struggling. It also normalizes prioritizing our mental health, reducing the stigma, shame and isolation that surround mental illness.

I ،pe you will make an appointment with yourself, for yourself, even if it’s 10 minutes a day because you can’t take an entire day. It’s not selfish. Rather, it’s sacred. Your mental health is where health begins, and you deserve to take care of your mental health as much as Biles or any other Olympic athlete.

Charlotte Maya is the aut،r of “Su، Tuesdays: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Family Resilience.” She has published essays on grief, loss, suicide and ،pe in The New York Times, Hippocampus Magazine, Brevity Blog and Writer’s Digest.